Gotta Get Out of This Place

I realize that I can't keep up this pace for long. I'm working like crazy, saying "yes" to so many obligations. I'm not even writing them down. I know I'm gonna not show up or mess up somewhere. Oh well. I'm like a dog just watchin the door, waiting to go outside. I leave for nyc in a week. Then I'll let go. everything up till that point I"m just working towards it. whew!